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Reason #166: I thought I would grow out of it
After that babysitter fucked my brother and I, I began sleeping with the covers over my head every night, and I used several blankets. My thought process was that if someone were going to stab me in...
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Reason #167: This is my car
I told the marital therapist (in an alone session) that I started being so afraid all the time after that babysitter molested me. I was five years old (or less?) when she molested me, and after that...
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Reason #178: That weird vagina thing
You remember that weird vagina thing that was happening to me, where my vagina was really really warm for like 3 days? Well, during that time, the huz and I were seated for our nightly tv watching,...
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Reason #197: Hate
I once read this story about Nelson Mandela and his lack of hatred for those who jailed him. He was wrongly imprisoned for 26 years, for fighting for the rights of his people. In the story I read...
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Reason #200: This terrible thing happened to me
I have been seeing our marital counselor by myself once every other week, ostensibly to work on me, in order to fix ‘us’. I saw her this week, and she naturally asked me how I am doing. I told her I...
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Reason #202: Give it to me in nightmares
I once saw this movie where a 5 year old child had suffered through sexual abuse by his daycare provider, and his mother and him were suffering through the after-effects of surviving. The child was...
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Reason #215: Scenes from our Session Together, Part II
Read Part I here. At some point during my together session with my mom, I said to the therapist “You know, here’s a perfect example of my mother and the sex abuse. About a month ago, I made some...
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Reason #216: Scenes from our session together, Part III
Read Part I and Part II here. Because Mom and I live kind of far away from each other, I felt we should get everything out of this session. So I felt we should talk through all the things we haven’t...
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Reason #222: Against my will
I told the therapist that I don’t feel like I will ever heal from the babysitter’s abuse unless I actually remember it. I mean, come on, how can you heal from what you don’t remember? She said that...
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Reason #291: Creating safety
When you go to therapy, do you ever try to edge away from the tough stuff and talk about fluff instead? It’s kind of stupid to do that, but I do that sometimes. The reason it’s stupid is that I am...
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Reason #309: The obesity problem in society
I would like to lose weight. I am unhappy at the weight I am at. The problem is that whenever I have lost weight in the past, I get to a certain point and no matter what I do, I can’t lose any more...
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